Friday, May 22, 2009
{ Friday, May 22, 2009 }
I WANTED - INA.
This song goes out to someone who once just crushed every last hope i had left.
This person is now my very good friend ; but sorry , those times really hurt.
You should know who you are . haks !
Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this wayI've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I,
II wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I,
II wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deepI wanted you,
I wanted you, yeahI,
I I'm so sorry baby butI,
I I've got to pack up and leave butI,
I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to beI wanted you baby
YeahhI wanted youI wanted, I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh)
I wanted you to see me through it allI wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh)
I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh)
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah)
I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how)I wanted you, I wanted youI wanted youI.. I wanted you, I wanted you
22th may 2009.
9:31am.
Fnn class (:
Labels: to all the times he hurt me.
Monday, May 18, 2009
{ Monday, May 18, 2009 }
18 MAY 2009.MONDAY , 1:08PM !School , com lab. Fnn (:Kayyy .
back to bloggeeh !
i`m in school now ,it`s raining darn heavily , and i`m dead bored.
last period of the day , remedial has been cancelled , yaynees.
mr.ong is in a good mood today ? haks , he`s been joking around with the fnn students.
hannah is being a sweet whore (:
hakiim said sharen u rock to the sharen core for once.
Shafiq`s botak and i hate it !
nvm , his hair will grow soon. Suppose to meet ruby later , no idea where she is , guess she`s still sleeeping. Back to lepaking with my 2 darlings ! azrie and idah ! yeayea.
School ends like next week i think ? , wah long way !
then not enough , 2 weeks after june holiday must return to school for extra lessons.
I love my 3 sexahs who always make me laugh during fnn. Khai , hans and faiz (:
Even though me and khai always quarell at the end of the day we are still there for each other , with muchhh loves.
forever be besties k khai and hans?
faiz is the cutest luh , his jokes , simply him ! he`s nice lidat , dancing dont know what also.
Khai , i`ll bring roti (:
Hannah ! my whore ,i love you ok . no matter what i say to you , you know i`ll screw the person who hurts you.
love yah besties !
(:
Hamzah also , my cool arse bestie !
nichaal and priya bestest sis ! (:
love love.
caur (:
Labels: all i ever wanted.
Saturday, May 02, 2009
{ Saturday, May 02, 2009 }
So haven`t blogged lately.
Currently having mid years - prelim 1.
Been studying , just only started . ahh ! Stupid me , need to really study damn hard.
Maths is seriously a killer , dont understand anything at all . Dad`s helping me , but it`s gonna be hard learning from him .
Yeah , had our English paper on Wednesday , it was alright able to do it . Thursday didn`t have school for me , yayy ! advantages of being Punjabi ! Friday also no school , labor day. Long weekend for me again ballz.
Well now for my useless
emotional life.
It`s been so long and i still can`t forget a single thing.
Why isit so hard to just let go? You still live inside of me , the only one i love not to forgive.
The times you`ve put tears on my face , i always took you back at the end of the day.
I don`t know how to be strong anymore , i don`t know how to hold back these tears anymore.
I just want to let them all out , but nothing ever seems to come out , nothing seems right anymore ever since that day. Whenever i`m down , i hear you , everything seems alright again , why can`t i remain this strong without you , what have you done to me? What have i ever done to deserve this. Too many tears ; too many lies ; too many
barriers.Heamen - i know you want to be there , i know u want to show your care , but seriously stop.
You`r only gonna make tings way harder for me . Well its alrdy maximum limit hard now ,but no choice. I can`t wait any longer , i ain`t getting any stronger. There`s a time for giving up , didn`t want to say it.
It`s our last final good night ; just because it feels good there`s no use pretending.
Waiting always ,
alittle too long , you`ll realize one day a little too late.
With love ,
sharen caur.
2ND MAY 2009.
1.27AM.
Labels: ; he`s not fond of asking.
